Welcome Back!

Its good to have you back :)

Worried

I know I shouldn't be. But I am.

If I tell this to you on the phone, you will probably get mad at me or you will tell me what an idiot I am for worrying about something not really worth worrying about (and what would my worrying accomplish anyway, you would add).

So, I won't say any of this on the phone. You are probably having a really good time anyway, and there is no point in spoiling it all with the thoughts of an idiot boyfriend. I'll just put it here, where there is no chance of you seeing it for a few more days. By then, you would be back and I would worry much less. Why? I don't know. Its not as if this a safer city than the one where you presently are.

The unsafe trains. The slippery terrain for the trek. The incessant rains. The treacherous mountains. The not-so-trustworthy autowallahs. The mob in local trains.

Whatever. If its there, I can worry about it. I even had a nightmare last night, but I would rather forget it.

For all I know, anything can go wrong. And then there is the Murphy's law.

I know its pointless to psychoanalyse oneself, but I think what I really worry about is myself. If something happens to you, what will happen to me? But again, I try not to ask such questions.

I miss you. I want you back here as soon as possible. And may be a little sooner than that.

Love..

Don'e Let Me Be Misunderstood

Baby, do you understand me now?
Sometimes I feel a little mad
But, don't you know that no one alive can always be an angel
When things go wrong I seem to be bad

'Cause I'm just a soul whose intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood

If I seem edgy
I want you to know
That I never meant to take it out on you
Life has its problems
And I've got my share
And that's one thing I never meant to do
'Cause I love you

Baby, don't you know I'm a human
And I've got thoughts like any other one
And sometimes I find myself, oh Lord, regretting
Some foolish thing, some foolish thing I've done

But I'm just a soul whose intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood

Oh Lord, don't let me be misunderstood
Please don't let me be misunderstood

Baby, do you understand me now?
Sometimes I feel a little mad
But, don't you know that no one alive can always be an angel
When things go wrong I seem to be bad

'Cause I'm just a soul whose intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood

Baby, sometimes I'm so carefree
With a joy that's hard to hide
And sometimes it seems that, all I have to do is worry
And then you're bound to see my other side

'Cause I'm just a soul whose intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood

If I seem edgy
I want you to know
That I never meant to take it out on you
Life has its problems
And I got my share
And that's one thing I never meant to do
'Cause I love you

Oh, baby, don't you know I'm human
I have thoughts like any other one
And sometimes I find myself, oh Lord, regretting
Some foolish thing, some foolish thing I've done

'Cause I'm just a soul whose intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood